Woa.. dmp assign 2 finally reach a stop. Actually not exactly coz i think we still got some documentations that has to be done. Time to start on IDD assignment - ndp 08 website using flash. *pray i survive thru*

Ohya.. 王传一 was at bugis junction today for his EP's autograph session. And since i end work at 6plus today + my incharge loves him to core, i went to take a look while waitin for chris to have a chance to talk to me(she's so caught up with her work). Saw him wearing a white tee and a black (or gray) vest.. quite good-looking. He seems nice, saw him bendin over where he was sitted, to post for photograph with a little boy. I juz stood there awhile and decided to go off. Anyway, main point is that, after asking chris if she has eaten, i waited again. Juz as i decided to go take a look at 王传一 again, i saw a guy who's wearin a vest entering into bugis junction. Was thinkin mayb that guy is 王传一 so was kinda preparin to take a photo of him usin my hp. Bt beside him was a lady.. on closer look, i m not sure if that guy is reali him or not. Therefore, i din take the pic. And when i went out to where he was signing his album earlier on, he was gone. So.. is that guy reali him? Haha.. jp said i shld have taken the photo.

Another issue, shld i go to 2d's chalet the comin thurs? Coz lessons end at 3.. whereas they meetin earlier. My clique shld be not goin.. but feel like goin to acc jp. Sorry ar, i think i said the wrong thing. I din mean to sound as though sch is more impt to me that's why i said i cant stay over. But i already pon many of my friday lessons.. and i also planned to work 3-10pm on fri. So if i go i can onli stay till 10+pm on thurs. I am reali sorry!! I will consider and give u an ans k.

Okae, last bt not least, met up with pandas for steamboat at jas's hse yesterday. Had a great meal. Thanks jas! Po4 fei4 le! Okok, muz mention that person in the lift huh. So hot that xiano pushed the 3 of the gals out. Haha!

There I stand

So lonely among the happy crowd

There's a voice within me

But I will never speak it out

There I sit

So quiet among the chatterin crowd

There's two voices within me

I seemed to be lost within myself

Alright, by right I shld be doin something productive.. like maybe correcting dmp models or maybe re-designing my flash interface but i think i rather explain everything once and never talk about it again. I am not too sure how you all will feel after reading this but.. be prepared ba. No intention of offending anyone.. really.

Okay, so here i go.

Basically had some sort of 'conflict' (if you call that a conflict) with my gals... kind of over a very small issue. The thing is, we were supposed to go take photos of esplanade n merlion etc. for our flash assign which is due on 30nov. Agreed on goin last week after a series of discussion as everyone had a tight schedule. So yup, main pt. After sch, the 3 grps met up for dmp respectively. The time was ticking away and well, soon it was like... 5plus? So we started questioning if we are still goin for the photo-taking or not. I noe hoho felt very paiseh to keep us waiting therefore she kept asking us to go ahead without her. I reali reali understand how much u all wish to finish abit of dmp since the dateline is reachin. Thus we said we would wait for her grp to finish. Soon yg said that he's staying till 8pm and so li n dor also had to do dmp. I am fine with that too.. i can always keep myself entertained while waiting for u all. Tiff and hy were busy coding and i am sorry i am not of much help. So yup, some time later, we were back to the same qn: are we still going or not. It's really interesting. I mean, hoho kept asking us to go first, but did she see that everyone is as busy with dmp proj as her? Den wad.. am i going alone? So okay honestly, i flared up. I duno if i did scare anyone when i shouted 'den let's not take photos today! who free den go take on other days' sth littad. Maybe i scared tiff.. i knew she was concern why i am so tensed up today. Little slp contributed to my temper. But the main reason is because i dun like pple sayin 'nvm u all go without me' that sort of thing. If want to go, can just tell me to wait.. I reali dun mind waiting. I think hoho was angry coz i said that, think she dun like pple to cancel sth coz of her oso.. i reali din mean to make her feel guilty. I swear.

Okay, so i walked out alone with a reason of 'I go home first, if you all still goin den sms me'. What happened before that was that i asked hoho to come over coz i have sth to show her. However, despite shouting for her several times, she din seem to hear me or sth. Thus i went over to the gals, askin them once again the same qn. I dun have the intention of stressing dem coz li n seklin had dmp tutorial to do, dor, seklin n hoho oso had dmp. They all kept quiet.. I can see that hoho is pissed off by me, while seklin, dor, li din noe wad to do and dare not say a word. So well, instead of stayin and pressurizing them, i choose to go. The thing is that, i din head home. I went jurong west library in search of a book Windows Presentation Foundation Unleashed which i checked on national library's website. One book is in tampinese, the other at jurong west. That's the thing i wanted to show hoho but well, since she's angry with me, i dun think she will bother listening to wad i wanted to say. So i might as well use the time to help them get the book and IF they dun mind goin to take photo like 8pm after their dmp, i shld be able to make it in time. To be frank, on my way there i was really feelin kind of low... but well, i reali hoped i cld help them even if the book was of little help. No matter wad, the book can help them better than i cld (my coding reali cannot make it this time rd). N seriously, regardless of wad reason hy has for not lendin hoho that book, i reali felt helpin them this bit is still within my means. Yup, by the time i got hold of that book, it was already near 7. Made my way back to school onli to realise that both seklin n hoho left. Wanted to pass them the book so that mayb hoho wun be so pissed off by me. In the end still cldn't make it on time. Nvm.

So in conclusion, sorry everyone. I admit i was too harsh and attitude today. Apologise for that.

Sorry hoho for walking out like that. I know u must be thinking 'wad the hell..' I truly understand we are all tied down by dmp. I was onli angry coz i reali hope u wun be so ke qi with us..

Sorry li, dor, seklin, tiff. I can sense ur concern but i just gave little responses.

Sorry and thanks to everyone, anyone who bothered askin how i m and whether i need help or not. I appreciate that alot.

There I am

Wandering among the busy crowd

So empty that i seemed to hear nothing

But the breathing of myself

wahaha.. i noe hoho u will most likely be reading this so next time u shld noe not to treat me so badly. hee!

Okay, basically met up with yiming, hoho n her fren durin dinner time. Reason why there's this weird combination is that yiming and i were working at imm. Okay, here comes the main thing. Hoho u dare to not ans my phone call yet.......... haha! I am done with my words. Tml will be my second last day workin at imm. Abit sad to leave coz i have been workin there for some time and u see, i get to travel to work with hoho n seklin after sch. How great. And hoho came up with this "interestin" idea of holdin a 'farewell party' for me this sun.. yiming seemed to think that's reali gonna happen..as though they wun see me in school (-_-")

Oh well, i need a hard disk. I wanna catch HEROS!! Psp ma.. considering.. haha. Li, dun psycho me liao!! haha. Okie, time to do some work.

Jiayou my dearest frens for our assigns!!! hee

Hahaha.. had a great great evening at Jurong East today. Poor seklin and qy.. were "attacked" by the few of us - ad, dor, li n I. I think they were down on luck today lah, that's the onli reason why seklin sabotaged herself despite countless attempts of changing her fate. HAHA!

It seems quite some time since we really laughed like mad... and this feeling is good =) Went je library to complete dbms assign1. Sometimes I really wonder how the person manage to set such a paper.. the language is really super...hard to digest. Haha.

Oh well, some photos taken in the library today:

ad and her stupid expression hahaha

I also won't forget wad seklin said after we saw these photos

"Wah! 凤仪的脸真的很圆!" I noe my face is round lah!!!!!!

Last but not least, hoho said sth funny AGAIN! hahaha

"我有一个朋友 以前..." meaning 'i have a fren named 以前 '?

wahahahaha.. she's gonna box me when she sees this..

And ya.. thanks hoho for irritating me by reminding me about leehom's upcoming concert.. sad, I have no money for that.

I wanna go to 木村's Heroes movie with my sis!!! hahahaha.. shld be nice =D

okok, nitez pple!!

Woa.. very tired. Gonna keep this entry short and sweet i think.

I dont know if what I am doing is right or wrong, to commit so much of my time to work and perhaps disappointing my group members like this. Balance.. i understand the importance. I am sorry and pls bear with me.. i am tryin not to struggle in this kind of situation - when both sides require commitment. This week will be a tough week.. working 6days coz there's reali not enough manpower at work. I noe the dateline for dmp assign2 is gettin nearer and nearer. Focus focus focus!! Nth happened but i just feel like saying a sorry... my schedule is abit getting in the way of our progress.

Alright, i can feel my eyebags appearin. Gotta rest i guess.. even though i still have tons of assigns waitin for me. Nitez pple.

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